I took Monday and Tuesday off this week. The weather was a mix of good and bad. I managed to get some time outside on my bike, and even relaxed in the sun. I definitely needed that.
I went into this long weekend with the plan to work on a side project and get some practice with Rust.
I want to learn as much as I can, and as fast as I can. But, learning hard things takes energy and focus. Reading a book can be especially tricky. It's easy to feel like you are doing something, even when you aren't focused.
Forcing myself to focus is usually pointless. I expend even more energy while learning almost nothing. After Sunday, I never made it back to the book.
It occurred to me I had formed some expectations. I expected to make massive progress this weekend. I also expected to keep it up over the next two or three weeks. By that time, I expected to be "good" at Rust.
My brain didn't have a goal to work towards, so it was reading between the lines. Like I said, I had planned to work on my side project and maybe do some practice. But I wasn't clear on why I was doing either.
Forming expectations is natural. Create them thoughtfully, or you will create them thoughtlessly. Set a goal, make a plan. Be flexible and update the goal and the plan when you get more information.